Red pill or blue pill

It's not often in life where you have a say in the trajectory of your life. Normally one plods through life and things happen. Decisions seem to get made, but they are all the right ones -- the default "choices." None of them change what's going on with your life because you're already going in that direction to begin with.There are only a few in everyone's life methinks.Like a cat's nine lives.I used one 20 years ago changing schools.I used another 15 years ago when I went into consulting.It's not often in like where you perceive you are in the middle of changing trajectories. Last time I was half aware. This time I'm hyper-aware of what's going on.I made a choiceI made a choice.