Change is tough
Big changes are never an easy thing for most people.
This is something that I'm going through myself.
So, full disclosure (and outing myself), I was in a polyamorous relationship. One that ended yesterday.
No matter what and how it goes down, something like that is a shock to the system.
:-/
It's hard, but life changes you; and things which were good start turning a bit pear-shaped.
On to new adventures.